boys.
are.
confusing. i don't understand how they think or how they act.
right now i am really confused.
i don't know who i like.
or what i want. does it sound bad,
i don't know what my type is...
i think labling the kind of people you like is stupid.
but whatever..
here is what i want:
-nice.
-attractive.
-caring.
-not annoying.
-serious.
-joker.
-friendly.
-outgoing.
-and more.
so i guess that could be any guy.
but i don't understand why they don't like me back.
ya know? i try to be nice.
and fun.
i get along with everyone.
[not to sound conceded]
but i dont think i'm ugly. it's so confusing. example: boy picks on me a lot.
but in a flirty way.
talks to me every day at school.
makes me laugh.
one day him and friends were in hallway.
i was walking to the office.
boy walks slower so he is closer to me than friends.
but i turn the corner to the office.
i get up courage.
ask boy if he wants to hang out over the break.
boy never responds back.
i feel like an idiot.
maybe i just think too much into it.
i really don't think he likes me.
and i'm beginning not to like him. boys who can't make moves are lame. but on saturday i met this kid conor.
he is really cute/
funny/
nice.
yesterday we went out to eat
with a group of people
[of course]
and today we hung out
[at a movie party thing]
and i was kinda thinking he liked me.
he flirted with me.
and we talked a lot.
but today there was this girl emily.
and he flirted with her a ton.
although yesterday he acted like he didn't like her.
so now i'm really confused.
i want to know.
but its hard.
putting yourself out there.
taking a chance.
being rejected.
none of that is fun.
and i won't do it. call me a chicken.
i dont care. guys should be open.
and say what they feel. stupids
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